In this world I feel that ones betrayal is answered with another’s abandonment. In the end it is more or less justified. I am not a being who can stand by and allow myself to be pitied nor can I allow myself to be victimized and yet I feel as though I am being lead in to such a trap blindfolded with lies that my instinct tell me are ringing out promises of speciousness and cruel intent. I will allow myself to fall forward in to the rabbit hole once again. Forwards and backwards all at once it seems. On this rollercoaster of misperceived dreams.